Growing Might Feel Like Breaking First

AND THE DAY CAME WHEN THE RISK TO REMAIN TIGHT IN A BUD WAS MORE PAINFUL THAN THE RISK IT TOOK TO BLOSSOM. Anais Nin

And that is where I am, just five months before I celebrate my 60th birthday, a milestone that carries a sense of reflection and anticipation.

Over the years, I have diligently focused on keeping myself safe, adhering to societal expectations and responsibilities that often dictate how one should live their life. While providing a semblance of security, this approach has also led me to realize that I have been living in a manner that does not resonate with the deepest desires and dreams that have always lingered in my heart.

It has become increasingly clear to me that I have prioritized the comfort of routine over the exhilarating possibilities of embracing change. As I approach this significant birthday, I find myself at a pivotal crossroads, feeling a growing readiness to take bold steps toward transforming the way I experience life. I am ready to embrace the unknown and take risks that will allow me to align my daily existence with my true passions and aspirations.

It is time to break free from the constraints that have held me back and to pursue the life I have always envisioned for myself, one that is filled with adventure, authenticity, and fulfillment. This journey toward self-discovery and liberation is not just a fleeting thought; it is a commitment to honor my own desires and to live a life that is genuinely reflective of who I am at my core.